Every once in awhile something happens and I find myself super frustrated that getting pregnant hasn't been easy for us. Learning today at church of more people who weren't trying, but ended up pregnant just feels like a punch in the gut to me today. I yelled out "Why is it so easy for everyone but us???" (clearly not a true statement). But my wonderful husband says, "Because God's plan is different for us!"... *grumble grumble*. My time will come. I just need an extra dosage of patience right now. The end of this month is feeling weird to me. It marks when I would be due if I had actually had gotten pregnant when we first started trying. I remember starting to try and then realizing that the Fundraiser Gala at work would be just a couple of weeks later and thinking *this might not be the best idea, but oh well*... well - I guess Access doesn't have anything to worry about because this time is upon us and no pregnancy yet! Okay, I am done complaining for now. :-) I got my 5 minutes of complaining out and now I am done.
In other words, clomid seems to be working!! I am not 100% certain yet (I should be tomorrow if I discover my temps are still high), but I am pretty sure I ovulated on Friday... which is CD 16... which means I will possibly have a 30 day cycle... which is UNHEARD of for me!!! I usually don't ovulate until day 30!! So - I am thrilled with that. Now, I just need to wait to see if clomid worked its magic to make us pregnant. But honestly, even if we're not, of course I would be disappointed, but at least I know it makes me ovulate, which is joyous news (in Jordan's words). :-)
Anyway... I have taken up sewing to pre-occupy myself and pass the time. You can learn about my very first sewing project HERE. I am pretty proud of it... and excited about this new crafty venture.
That is all! Hope everyone is having a good weekend.
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